--Merry Christmas..

Christmas came even if I wasn't ready for it. Our schedule was tight, and I would squeeze in between my wee hours to buy gifts and stuffs,instead of me resting in bed. ... Ironically, our Christmas tree was only lighted the night before because we couldn't find where the lights were kept. My youngest daughter thought that any Christmas tree without any blinking lights around it ,isnt giving her the holiday chills..She said "Hindi pa Pasko sa house natin? . I am a little bothered amidst the blissful cheer. My daughter has not been feeling good for a couple of days now..The meds her pedia gave is was making her puke and and rarely eats solid food. She was given steriods to alleviate her breathing problems, and the word "steroid" gives me a bad stigma. I brought her back to the clinic and was advised to go on nebulizer. Oh no...she is likely to develop asthma.

We wrapped the gift, traditionally prior to the Christmas eve. We thought of giving something useful ..and no more "crappy-cheap-toys". The kids were happy of the presents. The older kids, had another phone, Xy got her most coveted Blender, and Xeon, had plenty of toys. Sadly,her toys didn't cheer her up. She wasnt really really feeling any better.She could barely breath.The nebulization episodes are normally done with force or threaten her,or otherwise,she wouldn't suck the smoke. Our noche buena was the usual one, though we had cheesy spaghetti this time. We weren't able to prepare gifts for each other. I realized we have been together constantly and rarely gets that privacy of sneaking time to grab a little package.And it's no big deal.I guess it's all about kids this time. I can buy all stuffs that I need on a regular day anyway..and I feel like not wanting anything for myself at all. My addictions to accesories, collections of clothings, to the point that it wouldn't fit my closet anymore, bags,and all girl stuff..I know I can have it some other time.

In the morning we went to church, then straight to Timezone. We rented a small karaoke booth, and sang on top of our lungs, while Xeon gets the moment of her time with her Dad to play, something we never have done ever before.

Overall, our Christmas was fun. I wish to travel with our kids next time.

----Xeon's 4th Birthday!

She has grown so fast and I almost didnt noticed it. In her busiest day, while watching The Higgly town heros, As she sings with Pooh friends theme song, the animal mechanical, are just a few activites that occupies her day.

---Family Day