-Walking on Eggshells..

I am not fed up working, in fact I am enjoying the job itself and the team that I am handling.What matters a lot is the management who pretty much control the whole, which unfortunately represents the company.For six years now, I have been given so much training and background to the task I am given.I've met several managers, and operation managers but there is really a point of comparison leaning towards distinguishing the later was better than now.

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here i am again., wallowing over seas of uncontrollable envy and drown on seas of what-if's. i abhor that feeling.though, it was not affecting another person...whenever i check on pictures, i always end up telling myself.."i could be there too." but what am i doing about it.
back during childhood, i would fancy the idea of lying down over the crystalline snow donned heavily with an oversized thermal jacket,cool boots and ear muffs..
i would also imagine pictures of me on such different places on my back drop.
oh..so i heave a sigh.
I feel like these are just hypothetically coming into my lavish dreams,,and reality of making it happen is just so elusive.

No bearing.

I got myself frozen while endulging on an icy frappucino. The burning heat of the summer day didnt matter at least for a while.My eyes caught the attention of another frequent whom I supposed were just fancily waiting for their time. Most of them are oversize, unhealthy to my taste. I never wanted to be growing like them at all.

our tenth year

It wasnt that easy keeping things together. I thought counting one to three or so can be done while idle..probably when you are waiting for the next train, or while waiting for your food to be served..it is not easy at all.Counting years takes steadfastness so as not to yield that quick.Now we are ten. I hate the fact of retrospecting because it'll only post some awkward feeling sometimes.We have thought of celebrating it unlike the usual.

On a hot summer day like today, loafing at the mall could be another resort. He met me at the train station to dine in one of the restaurant we havent eaten yet.
I thought that I am just too demading for a little good temperature. The guy at the concierge told us that the air conditioning system was not working and will resume up too late.I can't complain. After buying the tickets to Alice in Wonderland movie by Johnny Depp, both our fave, we ended up eating in a vietnamese style resto, called "Pho Hoa". We have eaten there just recently and food was not that expensive but delicious.Food with much calories though the menu also serves vegetarian and calorie-counted-meals. He bought me a Mango sunglasses of which I need in our upcoming Laluz team building. At home, we prepared a few menu and that was it.

I hate to recount the past. It's unhealthy yet it strengthens your relationship whenever lustful stupid bastards get in the way.The good thing about us, is that he's loved me even more.We have so many plans together to be fulfilled slowly.