Sunday, May 10, 2009

-a mother's day thought

I am guilty of the word mother.For such a long time, I felt like I wasn't acting like a mother to my kids...
....I missed the nights they sleep while I was at work when supposedly a mother is beside them
....I missed the milestones they have while I was sleeping during the day
....I missed the times my second daughter learns to say words and little things..
....I feel sad that they have accustomed to be with their grandma. instead of me.
....I envy the closeness my kids gives to their grandma which I was supposed to get

what I have I done?Do I need to give up the graveyard shift and venture another career?
or I just don't know how to show them at all?

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